today's track : coldplay - yellow

It's raining outside but the sun is slowly trying to peer through the clouds. The scent of wet pavement is a refreshing change from the smell of humid smog that usually fills my nose as I drive to work with the windows down.

Every morning at this traffic light I see the same people crossing the street to get to their offices. I wonder what their lives are like. I think it'd be a nice change to be them for a day.

As I pull into the company parking lot I find a parking spot and slowly gather my bag and lunch. I enter the office and make my daily rounds of "good morning". My computer is still humming. I forgot to turn it off last night.

I log into my email and slowly read my personal emails first. You haven't written to me yet this morning but I still have an email from you yesterday. It makes me smile. How I wish the day would soon pass by so I could see you.

I wish I was there with you -- wherever you are. I'm not sure if you'd wish the same. I'm horrible at reading you. You're horrible at answering my questions. We're getting better though. I think we'll be ok. Don't you?